Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Am I "lost" in service yet?

Lately, I have been using alot of my time is the service of certain people and I am wondering when am I being of service and when am I being used. I would gladly help anyone I can, and I have actually put others in front of my family to be of service.
We are taught in church at we should lose ourselves in service to our brothers and sisters...well...when is that?
I am ready to pull my hair out due to a perticular person I am really honestly trying to help. I don't want to go into to much detail, but I have been feeling used lately, and I don't like it.
If I stop being helpful will God be disappointed in me..will he think I am not being Christlike?
I just feel like I am ramming my head into the wall and its really fustrating.
I seriously feel that I have to stop and have to put my family ahead of others for a change....that sounds so terrible but I am really really tired of being used!!! I don't think Heavenly Father wanted us to feel that way, right?