or lack there of. early this morning I was thinking of my brother and wondering why?
Or rather, when. When should I trust him? When will he show me what he really wants.
I am in a bad position. Finding him, visiting him, calling him...why always me. I search for everyone. Does no one want to know me? Then I sit, wondering if I am pushing myself on him.
I am going to wait. If he makes an attempt to call me or work on this relationship I will try..but I am so scared that he will just send me away again.
When can I trust him with my heart?
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